how to handle anger?

I just got a call from my very good friend.

shes been in relationship for 3 years.

i wont say that its a perfect relationship but i know my friend makes a stand for herself.

meaning that she is love patience and provides a space for me to be who i am and never judges me.

how to find someone like that?

furthermore, she is gay. out and proud.

not everyone i know has the confidence and the security to be out and proud.

why do you think i admire her.

in a society like this, ppl judge all the time.

o why are you gay? you are not normal? whats wrong with you? something must have happened to you thats why you are gay. did something happen to you when you were a child ? are you tormented?

really? you are straight and in a perfectly normal relationship with a boy but i think you have a problem too. everyone has their own set of problems right?

so if im gay then that makes me abnormal? go screw a cow.

ok , not that i am gay, just that i admire gays more than straight to an extent.

to know i love this person so much that i can sacrifice knowing that i will not have children, probably at every family function my nosy relatives are gonna keep asking me why i havent i gotten a bofriend for life. for life, i will have to give an explanation right?

i see it that just just just to have this relationship itself, i have to brave all comments obstacles family members and colleagues too . its not easy being gay. i have to fight even harder just so that it can be ok

doesnt this relationship feel more certain?

its like: you love me for who i really am.

then my friend tells me that they have broken up and her partner now wants to be straight. she was hanging around with guys from the same course too often.

it got to a point that my mother theresa friend was so mad that she asked the girlfriend whats going on? then only did the girlfiend confess that, from the recent meditation or soul searching/ success training she went for she therefore the realised that she wants to be straight.

the success training definitely did not have an impact on your honesty .

come on man. seriously .

you wanna be gay / straight, your life , your choice.

im cool.

but when you make that choice in your mind to be straight and you hang out with guys first to "test water" and you dont confess this uncertainty with your partner that you wanna check out the possibility of being with a boy, thats uncool.

you should seriously screw a cow. sounds stupid . but thats the feeling i get with you